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In April 2026, something extraordinary unfolded. The song my dad Phineas wrote for the love of his life in 1982 was brought to life by Jason Benney. But this wasn’t just a recording, it was something more.

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You’re invited to join my Bible study in two meaningful ways:

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Genesis 12:1-2 says: “Then Adonai said to Abram, ‘Get going out from your land, and from your relatives, and from your father’s house, to the land that I will show you. My heart’s desire is to make you into a great natio...

","url":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/god-says-go-and-i-will-show-you","title":"God Says: \"Go and I Will Show You.\"","summary":"Genesis 12:1-2 says: “Then Adonai said to Abram, ‘Get going out from your land, and from your relatives, and from your father’s house, to the land that I will show you. My heart’s desire is to make you into a great natio...","date_modified":"2026-02-12T20:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/the-story-behind-my-healing-journey","html_content":"

My healing journey began with the painful realization that my life had been shaped by dynamics that were never meant for a child to carry. I was raised in a narcissistic family system by my mother and stepfather (who wer...

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Earlier today I wrote: “This world is a classroom for awakening. Much of what feels like chaos or turmoil is actually life moving us toward a deeper state of harmony even when it must pass through layers of disharmony to...

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This post is about giving language to what has long been felt.

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Tonight’s Cold Supermoon rises like a steady hand over all that has changed in me this year. It hangs low and luminous, as if God placed a lantern in the sky to mark the closing of a long chapter of healing. This moon do...

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During a conversation with a new friend about my recent transformative experiences, I felt compelled to explain what I mean when I say “Phineas Magic.” I could sense that the word “magic” carries dark or mysterious conno...

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The day of the full Scorpio Supermoon, I wrote: \"Healing isn’t something that happens to us, it rises in us. I shed what was never mine to carry and open the quiet chambers of my heart to truth. Like the moon, I rise.\"

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The day of the full Scorpio Supermoon, I wrote: \"Healing isn’t something that happens to us, it rises in us. I shed what was never mine to carry and open the quiet chambers of my heart to truth. Like the moon, I rise.\"

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This morning, I woke from a dream ... I was at a Cubs game with friends, and everything seemed normal - except it wasn’t. While the rest of the group moved effortlessly through the moment, one friend and I struggled with...

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November 2, 2025 - On this Day of the Dead, I honor my dad and the magic he continues to bring into my life from beyond this world.

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After Phineas passed, my mother's story dissolved and the truth revealed itself ... I was raised to believe that my dad abandoned me - and her - because “he hated the crying baby” ... so his absence was my fault. In the ...

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More than three years after my dad’s passing - at the celestial moment when an interstellar comet brushed closest to the Sun - I discovered an unread message from Phineas' cousin Michela. She had sent it to me shortly af...

","url":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/his-first-wound-revealed-he-was-the-one-who-was-left","title":"His First Wound Revealed: He Was The One Who Was Left","summary":"More than three years after my dad’s passing - at the celestial moment when an interstellar comet brushed closest to the Sun - I discovered an unread message from Phineas' cousin Michela. She had sent it to me shortly af...","date_modified":"2025-10-30T17:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/love-did-not-leave-the-room-that-day---it-simply-changed-form","html_content":"

During Phineas’ final moments, we held our silver dollars together in his hand. His eyes were wide open and full of knowing. I whispered to him that he was safe, that I would always be with him, and that it was okay for ...

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April 8, 2024 - While on my journey to find the Valley of Spiritual Growth and to set Phineas free in Colorado, I had a conversation with my dear friend Ashlesha about the energy of the planets, and it’s no coincidence t...

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April 7, 2024 - When I woke up today at Garden of the Gods Resort, I discovered a text message from “Little Cindy,” who was my dad’s “true love in life.” Remarkably, she is flying here in a few days to join me, and she a...

","url":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/day-two-at-garden-of-the-gods","title":"The Woman Who Was Always On His Mind","summary":"April 7, 2024 - When I woke up today at Garden of the Gods Resort, I discovered a text message from “Little Cindy,” who was my dad’s “true love in life.” Remarkably, she is flying here in a few days to join me, and she a...","date_modified":"2024-04-07T08:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/april-6-2024","html_content":"

April 6, 2024 - I flew to Colorado a few days early, because high winds were expected to cancel flights into Denver, making it harder for me to get a standby seat on United. I didn't realize the weight of this journey wi...

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October 17, 2023 - Timing hasn't felt right - until now - to plan a trip to Colorado to release Phineas' ashes in the mountains. From learning that Waldo Canyon (his \"Valley of Spiritual Growth\") was destroyed by a wildf...

","url":"https://phineasmagic.com/my-healing-journey/f/the-power-of-phineas-magic","title":"Phineas' Unfinished Business","summary":"October 17, 2023 - Timing hasn't felt right - until now - to plan a trip to Colorado to release Phineas' ashes in the mountains. From learning that Waldo Canyon (his \"Valley of Spiritual Growth\") was destroyed by a wildf...","date_modified":"2023-10-18T02:00:00Z"}]}